Addiction

I rummage through
my nights,
scores of browser tabs
at a time,
in search of anodynes
to disrupt
the gearbox of aches,
whirring beneath my skin.
Enmeshed stars
of lust and loneliness,
grinding time into
a trickle of Dopamine
or
entangling it
into an angst ridden scribble.
In the jism stained
habits of yesterdays,
to which cling
the charred smell of orgasms,
I snort
through my eyes
the cocaine of writhing flesh
till the sclera
is a montage of dead pixels
submerged
in the humors of
neon light.



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